Tara turned 18 today. whoop whoop (copyright). After work i went to her hotel room. I brought my blender there so they could make margaritas and then i came home because i had 11 curfew, stupid parents. i intended on sneaking back out so i could spend a little more time with her and get the blender back, but my mom is watching me like a hawk. i came out here to get my cell and text tara and she like ran out the door looking for me, hahaha. So classic. I am so not going down tonight is what i have to say.
The weather was terrible today. It was in the mid 80's and sunny. I don't think anyone realizes how much i dislike the sun and the hot weather. I would rather have it hail on me than get sun burned and be sweaty. I guess my philosophy is that it is always easier to warm up than to cool down. I ran out of spf 50 too. Its hilarious, in the middle of winter i wear spf 50. But now the weather is like freakin' easter. At least during spring break i will be able to enjoy very very cold weather in europe. That is, assuming we don't go to war. If we go to war i am pretty sure the trip will be canceled. I guess they are giving Hussein until the 17th. That probablys means a decision will be made before we step on the plane, pooeee. I so want to go, i am day dreaming about england constantly these days. And i want to go back to scotland and resee all those places i saw so long ago. it will make me remember how i used to be, when i was at least half heartedly careless.
But i am not nearly sleepy now and being ushered off to my room in a way. I can't sleep anymore, because i keep thinking of how things could have been or how things can be. I don't like facing the present... i guess it comes with being a dreamer. I guess i will go read some, goodness knows i will not be coloring in little designs like the above, i am designed out. I hope you all had a nice saturday night and a nice remainder of the weekend. happy b day tara j. <3